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sex before love

As we untangle I sweep spent chalk from your face,
smooth the dirt, lay again the white lines of our battlefield.
You had led off with speed, introduced power early on,
closed with pitching that overpowered me.

Now, spent, I can pick the point at which we lost the game.
It was early on, third inning, two men on, my switch-
hitting third baseman striding confidently to the plate.
He had prevailed before, and over stiffer competition.

You countered with a bullpen move. From wiley thumber
to pea shooter in the swift blink of a phone call.
And, like a couple who define their relationship through
the dynamics of power, failing to recognize the ebb and flow

of interpersonal intercourse, not knowing that dominance
need not dictate course of action, so did we fail to understand
that when this time my good hitting overcame your good pitching,
it didn’t mean the game was over. There were still innings

to be played, home runs to be hit, errors to be made.
Unfortunate that our ballfield became bedroom,
our love-in-potential articulated through base need.
Now I can only wish that I had struck out.


sex with you is absence

Your skin circles my breast as our breath flows
downhill. There remains naught but residue
from our coupling, bright browns and sterling greys,
raised squiggles of passion and bent depressions
of moisture. I have considered death before,
looked into its void, smelled its sour fear,
yet nothing but your thighs locked and loaded
can drag me beneath its spell. Because sex
with you is absence. It is loss, submission,
regression, withdrawal from the conscious and
immersion in the starred splendors of forked
nights, burnt portals and thrice-prong’d cries.

Alone I stand in a bed black as the sun,
your absence a shimmering wave of denial.